for no reason, I'm afraid of the truth.
maybe it could make me sad or something.
somehow, the truth could not came out.
it's hard for someone who live in silence.
the silence can make her sad, cry, and even sick !
the loneliness felt when someone who always stick to you were lost.
then, you will feel how much the person meant for you.
hard to admit but it's how it work.
you can feel the lost.

maybe you think I was writing this because of me.
my story? my life? my feeling?
but it's more than that.
long distance relationship is not easy.
when you're not connecting, you can lost the trust.
when a relationship doesn't have trust,
its will not stay longer.
the "break up" moment will come.

that what I'm afraid of.
losing someone.
forget someone.
someone who changed my life.
someone who really mean for me.
someone who gave me the purpose of living.
someone who I really care.

that one person, the most memorable person you could ever find in your life.
only that one person.
the only person in this wide world.
only the chosen one to bring the unforgettable feelings to you.
the heart beats.
the sadness.
the happiness.
the joy.

ohhhhhhhh.. I think I'm writing to much.
it just my opinion.
I'm off. assalamualaikum. :)

♥ Past / Future ♥